Heavenly Confirmed Ministry Indications - Part 2
I was asked to leave a production facility ( mistakenly called a church ) some months back in time. I gave the younger production manager (pastor?) that I was in contact with an offer that I would only return to the Sunday service about once every three months, but being a hireling shepherd (paid production manager) who cares more about what pleases man out of fear that income will be affected, rather than putting first what tickles the heart of God, and putting the church's finances in God's hands, I was banned from any future Sunday services. In his opinion, my praise movements were not a part of the worship of the Almighty Facility! They were despised by him through his words and actions towards and against my ministry!
Some weeks prior to that I was asked to leave a young adult worship service on a Friday night by that same production manager (healing pastor?). Truthfully, I went to that service reluctantly because of my age, and also went because I saw the start up of these services, as a fruit of my ministry at that church. I had told the senior pastor already by letter that when he gets Friday night worship services going I would be at every one. So I felt that I needed to be there. I needed to keep my word to this pastor. I thought that they would eventually extend these services to the rest of the congregation. By the way, I had considered my ministry at this church to be the most successful ministry of my career because the senior pastor was copying my worship movements, extending the worship time during the Sunday services etc. The Senior pastor by his actions showed me by his actions that he accepted my ministry.
The hurtful encounter of being asked not to attend Sunday worship services, took place with the younger production manager ( younger "pastor" ), by phone text on a Saturday evening, and I could not sleep that night. He told me I could not change the worship culture of the church among other things. However, I still attended a church the following Sunday morning where I carried on my ministry sleepless, but the lack of sleep did affect my bodily praise expressions. I had no idea at this time that God was going to prepare a worship service for me the next Sunday that would bring healing to me and show me that God was on my side .
The next Sunday I drove to a church, which I consider one of my two home congregations because I strongly feel love and acceptance there. In that congregation I know that I will never be kicked out for the praise expressions that are done in me that glorify God through my body (1 Corinthians 6:20 b). On that church's website, they even tell the readers that they will not judge praise expressions, but allow people to creatively praise God. Hallelujah !
Therefore, I have no fear in that congregation of being confronted and controlled by any pastors and I have no fear of being told not to ever come back on a Sunday. On the contrary, I know that my heavenly creative praise expressions are respected there. As I drove to this church I had no idea that God had supernaturally orchestrated the sermon, the people who would pray for me after the sermon, and order my steps before the worship service to obtain insight and that it would all work together to bring healing, confirmation, and insight to me.
Three divine orchestrations occurred that Sunday at this church: Before the sermon my steps were guided by God to ask questions to a man who happened to be the father-in-law of the one who was hurtful to me. I did not know this fact until after the answers were given to the questions I asked of him. I also did not ask the questions with the hurt in mind that came to me from that immature pastor at that large production facility ( thought to be a church ). When this man told me that his daughter and her husband were pastors at the church (I call it a production facility), I asked him what THEIR NAMES are. He responded with only the name of his youngest daughter. This said something to me. Why? He omitted the name of his son-in-law when I asked for THEIR NAMES. That omission spoke volumes to me.
The next divine orchestration that occurred that Sunday was the sermon delivered by the sister-in-law of the young "production manager" who uttered the words that hurt me. What was her sermon about? It was about how to deal with hurtful words that have been given to you by other Christians. The sermon was titled: "Wounded But Victorious". It was just the sermon I needed to set the stage to experience healing at the end. It was another component that showed me that God loves me, had orchestrated that Sunday healing worship service for me, and HE is behind the worship ministry that has been entrusted to me by HIM.
The next divine orchestrations were seen in two of the three people who prayed for me for healing after the sermon was over. The first person to pray for me was the father-in-law of that younger hireling pastor (production manager). His son-in-law had hurt me, and now his eldest daughter had just given a healing sermon, and here he is praying for me too. FAMILY! Remember, I told you that before the worship service began, I had talked to this man and found out that it was his son-in-law who was the one who had hurtfully told me that I could not come back for a worship service again on any Sunday morning. But now the family was bringing healing to me. "Be a healing family and not an institution" is what this congregation is all about and what true churches and not production facilities should be all about too.
The third person to pray for me was the worship pastor at this church who does not even know me and does not know about my ministry. I did not tell him what happened at the other "church". He just laid his hands on me, and the electrical grid in my body came alive. This must have had something to do with healing taking place in my spirit, soul, and body. His prayer also contained a word of knowledge. He said during his prayer: "No matter what they are saying about you, know that God sees you as a finely polished jewel". This was clearly a word of knowledge that told me that God sees my worship expressions in a positive way (finely polished) compared to anyone who would judge them wrongly like King David's wife Michal did. The "they" in that word of knowledge were the production managers ( are called pastors ) at the production facility ( loving church? ) that I was kicked out of, and also include anyone spreading gossip about what happened to me.
All I can say is WOW. God really intervened and orchestrated this all for me and again confirmed to me that he has given to me the ministry I have been actively involved with. Just to think that more than several years ago fire ripped through Northern California where the leadership of an amazing Church in Redding live and quite of few of the leadership lost their homes in the fire. BUT GOD reaches down, orchestrates and brings healing to me and shows me that he is behind the ministry entrusted to me. That says a lot !!! Thank you God !!! I love you too !!! I pray that those who lost their homes in Redding would also receive the healing that they need from the God who longs to bring healing to HIS people who hurt.
I also forgive the younger production manager at the worship production facility described on this page. I also forgive and pray for all production managers, who are called pastors, at the production facility I discussed on this page. I pray that they would become true healing pastors and not place the rules of an institution above situations where love needs to be exercised. I pray that their production facility would turn into a true church. I pray that they would not be motivated by what they think will bring money into their "church", but will be motivated to embrace what tickles the heart of God, and will instead trust God to deliver the finances that is needed to keep things running.
I would like to comment further on being kicked out of that young adult worship service before it even started. I have a friend who was a youth pastor during his life, and he told me after I told him about being kicked out of it: "I can't believe that they asked you to leave that worship service." I also had a young adult from that church come up to me and tell me basically this: "What you do in your ministry, being in your generation, is encouraging to those of us who are in my generation." He was talking about my creative praise movements. I responded: Yeah, if that old guy can do it, you can do it too. He also told me that the worship culture in that "church" was definitely changing. So, you can see from that feedback that it was wrong for the younger production manager to kick me out of that young adult worship service. I should have been allowed to stay for that evening at least.
I would like to comment further about being asked to not attend worship services on Sunday anymore. Showing up in places where I have not been invited and do not belong was one of the reasons given for being asked to leave. The one described in the second paragraph above (read it again) was on that list of reasons when it should not have been if you look again at my reason for being at that young adult service. I assume another one on that list is showing up at worship practice on Thursdays. The production managers did not know that I had been invited by the worship pastor to come to worship practice on Thursdays. So the very young relationship with the worship pastor at that church was destroyed by me being banned from Sunday worship services. She had invited me to come to Thursday worship practices any Thursday I wanted to. But that freedom was taken away by the controlling actions of the production managers (called pastors) which of course poisoned her against me !!!
I also believe strongly, that if the younger production manager, was not there in that "church", I could sometime in the future get together with the senior pastor and come to an agreement of being able to be at a Sunday service once every three months and no more. Because that senior pastor had been so open to my ministry that he copied my worship movements, he lengthened the worship service time of praise on Sunday mornings in response to my encouragement to do so, probably was behind getting the young adult worship services going again etc.
I believe that the senior pastor would allow me back once every three months to minister during the worship time with another pastor in the church who is involved with the Spanish church, and has done praise ministry with me before at that "church". The ministry consists of being examples of praise on the floor in front of the worship team on stage. The congregation can see us. This is part of the ministry that God has called me to, besides the teaching ministry from this website, and letters I write to leaders of churches that encourage them in this and that matter related to praise in their church. To God be the Glory !!! AMEN
Heavenly Confirmed Ministry part 1 is on this page. > CLICK HERE.
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